One of the questions that emerges when you first come out to the world as an ABDL is why? Why are you an ABDL? I’m sure there are some sciency psychological reasons as to why I enjoy wearing diapers and pretending to be little, but to me, that’s not why I am an ABDL. I am an ABDL because I love the feeling I get when my daddy powders me and pulls a clean diaper up between my legs. I’m an ABDL because I love the sound of the crinkling plastic when I run around our apartment after being diapered. I’m an ABDL because I have a fiancé who is so open and loving that I feel safe enough to enter little space and be my favorite version of myself.
So what is it like to be an ABDL? For me, being an ABDL is a lot like normal life… just with diapers. I get up in the morning, shower and go to work like the rest of the world. When I get home from work, I spend my afternoon cuddling with my daddy and puppies like most people do, I just have a little extra fluff between my legs and I don’t have to worry about using the potty. When we go out to dinner, I can have as much alcohol as I want and not worry about “popping the cork” because I’ve got that extra layer of protection to keep my clothes dry. I haven’t come out to many of my friends, but the ones that I have come out to have been open minded and welcoming, and I appreciate that every day. My best friend actually tried wearing with me a couple of years ago, and her wearing helped her discover more about herself and her fetish and she was able to talk about it with her new daddy and now she’s got perfect daddy for her too. Sometimes you get funny looks from people when you’re in the super market and you’ve got something crinkling between your legs, or you’ve got the saggy diaper bulge, but really, who cares? I’m probably never going to see them again, and if I do, then they’ll know that I wear diapers and that’s that. It’s kind of like an adventure, and that rush of “has anyone noticed?” makes it that much more fun to be an ABDL in the world, and that’s why I am super happy to be going on this journey with my fiancé, and most importantly, you!
And then there’s the stigma… I haven’t really had to deal with much of the stigma as I am new to exposing this side of myself to the world. When I see the other girls out there who are open about their lifestyle, I see there is a lot of hate from those who don’t understand. But what’s more important than the stigma and haters, is I see these strong and beautiful women respond and tell people exactly what they think without belittling the person who insulted them in the first place. I hope that when these haters (haters gonna hate hate hate) come after me, I will be strong enough to stand up to them and let them know that their words don’t hurt me.
And that’s what it’s like to be an ABDL, for me. J
The Crinkle Princess ❤
I have been a diaper lover for all of my life. Some of my earliest memories are of finding diapers and wearing them and feeling such joy that I was sad to have to throw the diaper away. Some people go through this life feeling as though they are weird for enjoying the feel of a soft, crinkly diaper between their legs, but I found someone who shares those feelings and it opened me up to the world of AB/DL and has really allowed me to discover the depths of my love for diapers. It is my hope that one day some girl (or guy) who has been feeling this angst about enjoying diapers comes across this blog and realizes that loving diapers is not a weird thing. It’s actually a pretty great and unique thing that not many are brave enough to try in their lifetime.
I recently fell off the wagon when I went through some financial struggles and I felt like I was unable to afford diapers. I most definitely prefer the cutesy super thick diapers and I was worried that if I wore the less cute diapers too regularly my love for diapers would dwindle. I made it through the financial struggle, and although I’m still not 100% stable financially, I decided to invest in some cute diapers and I am in love! I got the Little Pawz diapers from ABUniverse and they are so thick and so cute and I can’t help but enjoy how they feel. I am in diaper heaven!
Another thing that has really helped me to come to terms with my diaper fantasies has been my wonderful Fiancé. He has also always been into diapers, and when we found each other we knew it was love at first site (or at least I did). Whenever I am little, he takes on this role of “daddy” and it is the most amazing thing in the world. If you don’t have a daddy, you should definitely try and find one like him, there’s nothing better than coming home from a hard day at work and being diapered and fed and just being able to immediately go into little space and be content.
That brings me to another point, little space. Everyone’s is different, and it depends on your age where your little space is and what it looks like. For me, I am usually about two years old. I can still walk, my talking is there but usually muffled by my thumb in my mouth, I have a bit of a temper and I tend to not take direction well. I wet myself without hesitation, and fight being checked. I love this side of my life and I can’t wait to explore it more. In the past I have found it difficult to go into little space with all of my school work and whatnot trying to take up space in my brain.
This blog post is entitled “The Rebirth of a Diaper Girl” because I am being reborn into my true self. I am officially going to allow myself to enter little space whenever I am diapered, and leave all worries in adulthood. I plan on playing with my dolls and stuffies much much more, and just being the cute little girl I was always meant to be. These past couple of days daddy has diapered me as soon as I got home from work and cuddled with me and played with me and I hope this continues to happen so I can be a baby when I’m not at work. I also plan to keep this blog going to discuss diapers, being an adult baby, and offer some advice to those out there who wear for incontinence purposes, and those who wear because they share a similar adoration for the feeling of a crinkly diaper between your legs. What is your little space like? What are some of your reasons for wearing diapers?
The Crinkle Princess ❤
Well between changing lives and busy work schedules the two of us have had a very difficult time coming up with any free time. On top of that our diaper supply has run down to the bare bones as we have run out of all ABU Cushies, Bambinos, Fabines, etc etc. We literally are down to just 2 bags of Molicare and a single Abena X-Plus. But this wouldn’t be so bad if we could buy more …. but … All these great diaper companies are sold out…
Here’s to hoping the companies get restocked soon so we can get back to enjoying great diapers!
If you’re looking for something cute to wear this very well could be the diaper for you. I’ve been wearing these for years now with our collection of diapers and I enjoy the variety.
These are designed to look like the Pampers of yester-year which is probably one of the reasons why I like them so much. I can remember a time in my youth of discovering diapers by taking them from my grandparents house while all my cousins were being born. There were almost always Luvs but more often Pampers in their stash so I was spoiled during my discovery 😜. But anyways back to the SDK diaper, it’s appearance is that of the early 90’s pampers and that’s probably why I like them so much.
Absorbency & Longevity
This is where this diaper is lacking. I feel like because it is geared more as a play diaper it’s lacking in the absorbency department. I think 2 good wettings and it’s definitely done. The plastic exterior doesn’t hold up to the standards of other diapers as well. That said the leg gatherers are far superior to some of the medical brands of diapers on the market.
Price per diaper here is great at $1.37 per diaper. Case of 80 for $110 from http://www.abuniverse.com The people that run this website are great about sales and deals and letting their followers and fans know through social media so be sure to follow them on Twitter.
This diaper is very cute but not so much a diaper I would use on a regular basis for wetting. Definitely seems more like a “play” diaper as it’s designs are it’s most valuable quality.
So, as you all know, my best friend and apartment mate has recently discovered a love for diapers. She has been slowly experimenting with the idea of our lifestyle since I opened up to her, and Eric moving in really catalyzed the discovery.
It all started when she talked to me about grinding her teeth at night and asked me if she could try out a pacifier, and since then she’s discovered that she really likes diapers. She’s even asked us to diaper her, and refers to me as sissy, and Eric as daddy. It’s really quite adorable. The only thing that would be better would be if we had an ACTUAL nursery to play in.
Anywho, I just wanted to write this update so you all would know that we’re all doing fine and that we’re just having a lot of fun exploring what it really means to be an abdl.
Eric and I have been ABDL’s for a long time and met on a site that no longer exists in the ABDL world but recently we discovered that our roommate (My best friend in the world) may be and ABDL as well. She has asked on a few occasions now about it and in the last few days has even asked if she could have a diaper or two and try a bottle. So I bought her a giraffe diaper bag because its her favorite animal and Eric and I have packed it with one of each diaper we have. Bambino Bellisimo, Tena Slip Maxi, Cushie, Fabine Exklusiv, Abena M4, Aww So Cute. Needless to say with this variety we are hoping to find something that she likes to get her hooked 😉
We also included a disney baby bottle and a 3 different brands of pacifiers. We even caught her suckling the Nuk 5 we gifted her this morning asleep on the couch. Pretty exciting stuff! 😀 We will keep you all posted!
Once upon a time as younger ABDL’s we played with this idea of having diaper bags for ourselves that we would carry around with us with everything a big baby would need. Needless to say as 16-18 year olds this was more of a pipe dream than a reality as we lived with out parents and didn’t want to be caught. As college rolled around and our out of the house freedoms became apparent we started to venture more into our ABDL lives and experiment.
We knew we wanted diaper bags but didn’t know where to start. After many hours on google and the Babies R Us website and etsy we came up with a couple of bags on a list that we really liked. After some deliberation we had picked 4. 2 for each of us so we could exchange them out from time to time. Well not too long after receiving them we were set to pack them. From experience I can tell you it doesn’t matter what the size of the baby you’re packing the diaper bag for, a lot of thought goes into it.
For us there were some clear essentials. Obviously and most importantly at least 2 diapers and sometimes 3. Of course your powder and wipes. Now beyond this you’d think not much right? WRONG! We must include plastic bags to tie up dirty diapers so as not to stink up our area, pacifiers to soothe the baby, maybe a security blanket, bottles or dippy cups, snacks like crackers and fruit roll ups, crayons and paper or a small activity book, tissues for runny noses, and gum for Mommy or Daddy 😜
I hope this helps if you’re considering a diaper bag for play with friends, significant others, loved ones!